Just me, random photos
Again in pajamas
Tbh I have been a bit depressed, I still can't find a job and I'm tired of having art as my job, I don't want art to be my job, it is my escape from the real world, I love art and I don't wanna turn it into something stressing. This is hard for me to explain, I know some people enjoy doing what they love as job, it is fine, we are all different and it is not my case. Art is my joy, my hobby and my passion, and I wanna keep it as it always was: my escape, my freedom, my creativity and my love.
Btw it is not that I don't wanna do art commissions, I enjoy drawing for others, but what I mean is, I don't want art to be my only job, something that I must do for necessity, I want to keep doing commissions but for fun and joy, which is different. As example, I love doing commissions for the project of my friends of doa_universe and I will continue doing it even when having a job, and sometimes I will maybe open commissions for others, but it will not be for necessity so I will have the freedom to accept what things to do and what others not. Thanks God my parents help me a lot, I live with them, but I would like to have some independence and to could make more gifts to my parents and to help them more than I do.
Anyways, this is just a random vent. Thanks for reading if someone did 👻😹
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